How are you all? First of all, how have you all been since I disappeared? I do hope well. Because life is too short to be living miserably.
Also, I would like to apologize for dropping off the face of the earth, again. I was trying to take care of myself and get myself together, as we all should strive to do more often. Not to mention, I am still currently in the process of building my massage business and it is not something you can do at the snap of a finger. It can all be quite tedious. Especially when you are doing everything on your own and when you are doing all of this alongside another part time job, while being there for your somewhat handicapped mother. So, yes, I am dealing with some stuff. I was dealing with a lot of these things before but even more so now and also include going to therapy to the mix then that all becomes a handful. I decided to take some time away for myself and mental health then return when I was finally ready and fresh. Today, felt like it was that day. So, I hope that I didn’t make you all wait too long? Did you miss my blog writing and the content I write? I do hope so.
Anyway, my business is doing pretty well. I plan to move from my current business location by the end of the month. Not to mention, my therapy sessions are also going pretty smoothly. I have come to realize that I have a lot of unresolved trauma that I have never dealt with nor had the chance to explore with anyone. Most of my life I have kept my traumatic experiences to myself. I even thought I had gotten over many of them until I recently realized I actually had not once I started opening up and talking about them. Talking about your own traumatic experiences is absolutely not an easy thing to do but I am doing all of this so I can heal and get past it. I do not want to see myself 10 years from now or building a potential family without having dealt with it and having it trigger and affect me in the future. So yeah, that is my story for today.
I can imagine a lot of you out there reading my blog today must have also experienced some form of trauma that you have not spoken about to anyone. Are you doing anything about? Or do you have any future plans of doing something about it? Or have you already dealt with it and it is still a long process for you?