I have not been posting as often as I used to for a while now and I am sorry for that. I will try my very best to post at least once (or MAYBE even twice) a week from now on.
Anyway, in this blog post, I wanted to talk about something different since my last blog post was of me rambling and ranting. Here is something a bit happier.
Whenever I sing it usually means that I am very happy, and for quite some time when I was living in the Netherlands I stopped singing due to some personal circumstances I was experiencing at the time and I was very depressed. For several months I just did not care about anything anymore. It is also part of the reason why I failed my thesis and could not receive my Bachelors last year. I posted a short video about it. Anyway, I got to a point where I just did not care. In one part of my mind I really wanted to complete my thesis and graduate; and in another part of my mind I just did not care and just wanted to be left alone. I also stopped trying so hard which is something I would have never done if I were in my right mind. I guess that is what depression does to a person. It was a very unhappy moment for me and I stopped singing and interacting with people except for a few. I was like a mockingbird who lost her song.
However, since returning home, my mood has significantly improved, and I sometimes find myself humming and singing for absolutely no reason. I have finally returned to the person that I used to be. Not to mention, singing this song makes me even happier than I already am.
And here I am sharing my extremely happy moments with you all. 😁 I hope you too are enjoying yourselves and if not, I hope that you will soon find your happiness. It just takes some time, but it will come.