When you read the title the word, passionate, is not what you may be thinking. What I mean when I say passionate is that I want to become more passionate with my goals, ambitions and what I aspire to be. The things I did initially as a hobby and continue to do as a hobby, I like doing it but I would not say I am per se burning with passion for it as others may expect.
I want to be able to do some things that I do without ever thinking it is a chore. I want to get to the point that I am so passionate about what I do, that no matter how many times I do it or no matter how may times I fail, I will still be very passionate about it and continue doing it.
Let us take for example blogging. Before I actually started it took me about 2 years to make up my mind to blog despite all of my fears. At the beginning I was so enthusiatic and happy about writing I coud not wait to post on my blog. Gradually that initial enthusiasm and happiness turned into feeling like a chore every time I blogged that I took a break from blogging for a while. Has anyone else reading this post has ever felt like this before?
Have you ever felt like you were not passionate enough? When someone asks me if I am passionate about something, I do not completely know how to respond to them. Although, I would never say I am not passionate at all with whatever I am doing, but my passion is still somewhat lacking, I think. This is because I am still finding myself, finding my niche and finding my place in this world. If I was not passionate at all I would not be doing the things that I do. However, I cannot help asking myself if my passion is enough to help me push through with a career for many years to come. When will the day come when I am so passionate about something that I could not live without doing.
I would like to hear your thoughts, so please feel free to leave a comment in the comment section below.